Hey Kio, are you doing okay because from some of the descriptions I've been seeing of your art, it sounds like you aren't and that's troublesome. If you want to talk about it you can but, if you don't that's understandable, it's just that if there's something that is hurting you or making you feel sad and depressed, it's not a good idea to keep your emotions and thoughts bottled up and it's perfectly fine to vent to someone or find a another means to vent. I believe you can overcome whatever issue you are currently dealing with and move forward in your life.